what wrong with me

This cold night only accompanied by a sheathheartbeat, 
in conjunction with the sound of my stomach,,
,more and more often,,, 
hungry, hungry, 
This has been uncontrollably hungry
 this month has run out of money
 than I mourn my fate I'd better ablution 
continue to pray tonight 
bermuwajahan to Allah SWT
 while remembering all my sins. 
seek forgiveness for everything,,, 

isthafiru rabbakumForgive me my sins ....
 I can not be a good servant,,,hope you is mercy upon me, my family,

and all of mukminin wal mukminat